But wait, that's only 41 days away........that's way too soon!
Seriously, I'm gonna have a freakin' panic attack here. I am not prepared for my first baby to go to school. He can't be 5 already. Where did all this time go?
I'm going to be a total mess on the first day............okay the first week ...............or two.
Monday, July 17, 2006
Monday, July 03, 2006
I've officially reached my wits end
I am so tired........tired of fighting with Keith....over everything. It doesn't matter what it is. If you tell him the sky is blue, he'll argue with you about it.
The tantrums and screaming at the top of his lungs, I can't handle it anymore. I just want to sit down and cry. No one understands what its like to live with this child. They smirk and laugh when I complain. I don't know what to do with him. Mornings........gotta fight and struggle with him to get up, eat, and get dressed. Afternoons........gotta fight with him to do ANYTHING you want him to do. Night.........gotta fight with him to eat, play NICE with Caleb (this is a new thing...........he will grab Caleb's leg as Caleb is walking by and trip him, Keith will try dragging him around by the arm and he'll push him over.), gotta fight with Keith to get jammies on, go potty, brush teeth and get in bed. EVERY FUCKING DAY! This is my life. I struggle with an almost 5 year old constantly.
What's he going to be like in school? I've been struggling with this lately because I wonder if I should hold him out until next year. The bottom line is I'm going to send him because I don't know what else to do with him.
What kind of fucking mother am I?
The tantrums and screaming at the top of his lungs, I can't handle it anymore. I just want to sit down and cry. No one understands what its like to live with this child. They smirk and laugh when I complain. I don't know what to do with him. Mornings........gotta fight and struggle with him to get up, eat, and get dressed. Afternoons........gotta fight with him to do ANYTHING you want him to do. Night.........gotta fight with him to eat, play NICE with Caleb (this is a new thing...........he will grab Caleb's leg as Caleb is walking by and trip him, Keith will try dragging him around by the arm and he'll push him over.), gotta fight with Keith to get jammies on, go potty, brush teeth and get in bed. EVERY FUCKING DAY! This is my life. I struggle with an almost 5 year old constantly.
What's he going to be like in school? I've been struggling with this lately because I wonder if I should hold him out until next year. The bottom line is I'm going to send him because I don't know what else to do with him.
What kind of fucking mother am I?
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