Friday, June 23, 2006

A couple of things on my mind

Keith is going to be a ringbearer in Brian's cousin's wedding tomorrow. Guess what, I AM TOTALLY FREAKING! I am going to be a basketcase tomorrow. I'm soooo concerned that he's going to misbehave. We went to rehearsal last night and he was up and down on the stage and stairs (the wedding is in a movie theater) sitting, standing, BURPING!!!!, fidgeting, whining, etc.

Please please please, God, I'm begging you, let it go smoothly.

The second thing that's bugging me........
One of my dear friends on a message board I'm addicted to was recently telling us about her job. And you can tell by the tone of her posts that she LOVES her job. I want that. I want to be totally in love with my job.

Do I like my job? ehh, its a job. It pays decent and has great health insurance. What do I want to do? I want to work with animals. That has always always been my dream. Where am I going to be in 40 years? Sitting in the same office. Yup, I'll probably die at the keyboard.

I feel so restless..........unfulfilled........I'm not sure how to describe it. So what am I gonna do about it? Well, I'm going to fill out an application to volunteer at the local animal shelter. Gotta start somewhere right?

1 comment:

Erin said...

I can definately relate to the job woes, I really hope you find your dream job.

Also, you didn't tell us how the wedding went!